she sends me
poetry i can't read
she looks at me
with eyes i can't see right now

and she said
static voice
i stopped dead
hearing

i am another rapist
i am her father
i am the sum of her fears
in all my anger
i am ignited desire
and she is burning
i am another rapist
i am her fucking father

she told me
what she thought i was
and i said
i don't want this anymore

she wants me lonely
i won't feel
she pulls at me
with lies i don't believe

dehumanize
lobotomize
thrown into a cell
swallow your pride
in an infant mind

thrown into a cell
a punishment fit
for a crippled mind
don't do that to me
criminals, sodomites, all laughing at me

life is hell
forever fighting
a deficient mind
we're all left alone and poisoned
a sickening trap
a sight worth seeing

dehumanize
lobotomize
thrown into a cell
swallow your pride
in an infant mind

don't do that to me
don't do that to me
force breaks our back
time preserves, fearfully

you know what i said
hideous and strange
thrown into a cell
a punishment fit
for a crippled mind

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